Vikings Rule.

Finally, tomorrow dapat off. Itu pon nk follow simah p ITE EAST for her interview thingy. Afterwhich Hadziq will and must blanja me LJS. Hahaha. Bleh gitu eh? I left him no choice.
I am totally tired. From work lar ofcos. Manager so hampa when I said 4Jan skola bukak. Haha. So sorry! Noni gotta educate herself.
My result? Honestly drop. Hahaha. Flash sucks to the core. If you are an animation student you get what I mean. But still...I passed. Alhamdullilah.
I won't be blogging on new year eve or even new year becos when some of you are partying till the dawn breaks. Noni will membuta pat katil. Sok keje wei! Keje pagi! 12 jam lagik! So take care eh delusory-eclipse. My new year resolution? Just don't be late for school. Just that. Everything will be fine. Overall my HML, have been good. Pretty darn good actually. Health is good. Moolah is cukup Alhamdullilah. Love life. I got Hassick.
My 2009 have been good. I still remember my first day at school. I got no friends. I know no one except for black and joe of cos. And I just wanna run home and never go back to ite Macpherson. Soon anie came along, then marx, rohzaini and ismail. They taught me love. The beautiful meaning of friendship. I was glad they widen my circle of friends. Beautiful people they are. Of cos, I got crushes. Tons. I just keep it to myself and tell a few ppl. Arab boy, oh his name is shah. Hahaha! Like my nephew. Adryan SHAH.
Hadziq came and bring hope to my lonely heart. And I bring joy to his lonely heart.
And we both create a huge impact on each other life.
Well I learn alot this year. Maybe I'm not book smart but I noe I'm smart.
I don't hold any grudges against anyone anymore. I'm a happy noni now.
And happy Noni should always smile and create stupid lame joke. Like she use to.
No matter what, 4a2 is still the best damn shit class ever.
And what I want right now is for Hassick to let me be friends with anyone I choose to be friend with. That's all I ask for.

...late...

5am di ECP.

I am back. I miss blogging. Serious sey. Working life have been hard. Tiring and fatigue. Earning money is never easy. Asshole is dumb thus she go ITE. Like her sister. She's opting for this beauty therapy thingy which I have no clue. But I'll be bringing her to ITE Simei this Monday. She got interview there. Well whatever. I'm tired nowdays.

I miss Hadziq. Not his hug or kiss or anything like that. I miss him being around me. So I can sleep all day long with him doing nothing. Hahaha!

I realised that I am very fickle. Fickle to the extreme point. I just can't decide. I want Fred Perry. Like serious shit. I want Mary Jane. Like fucknuts. Belom beli lagik tau. Just planning to get those items. I'm excited already. I want Levi 501. Iwantthisiwantthat.mydadisnotatycoon.

LOG. 15 April. I'm not going. Cos I'm a jerk who ditch gigs. But 16 Jan. MUSTGO!

You know whats the best part. Punk chick in Martens boots. I find it attractive. What will my feet be wearing? Slippers wei! Hahaha! BTW, I'm straight.

Oh, lagu sudirman sedap eh?

Pernah dulu,

ku fikirkan,

Tanpa cinta,

Tk mengapa,

Bila kau pergi,

sunyinya... something like that.

Skola on 4th January. So freaking fast. And I still haven't got my black bag yet. Ciss!

The fire of corruption and perdition was flaming. Superstitions and false views ruled the people in the name of religion. Paganism and the Trinity had been imposed upon them. Many, too, worshipped idols, fire, cows and stars. Most shameful of all was the worshipping of the sexual organs of men and women which was so prevalent. This same moral and spiritual corruption and regression, which had spread everywhere, had caused dishonesty, darkness and deviations in human societies. Bloodshed, murder, tyranny and oppression prevailed all over the world. In fact, humanity had been put on the verge of the abyss of eternal destruction.

Ali(di)sana. Hahaha.

Okey I realised I have a very messy kitchen. So don't bother telling me that at taggy board. But don't you think the sky look nice. It's not midnight black. It almost look like 1930hr at 1845hr. Cool eh?

So how was blackhole? Ramai. Thats all I can say. Love the first song. Whatever it is. Too noisy. Can't hear much. Still *two thumbs up*.

Me and Hadziq? Fine. For a moment there, I thought I was going to be single yesterday. But, Alhamdullilah. His Iman is kuat. Haha. He bring me char kuaaaaaaayyyyyy! My favourite! Then he blanja me KFC and at night we share doublecheese burger while walking lorong chickies. Haha.

I am lucky to have a job. I am lucky to get whatever I want and I am lucky to have a boyf like Hadziq who is a dickhead. Only thing I'm not lucky at is...

ALOT!!!

I hack your account just to let you know something..

1. Have you ever cheated behind her?
No -_-

2. Have you plan to?
Hell no..-_-

3. What makes herself, her?
Noni

4. What do you like about her?
Alot.If i say it, she wouldn't even care .

5. Have you ever tried to help her when she's in need?
Alot of time, and it's gonna be forever that way..

6. Did she likes anyone else?
hmm..i take that as a yes..or maybe, used to..

7. Have you felt jealous before when she's with some other guy?
ALOT of times..

8. Have she get jealous before when you're with some other girls?
She says no.

9 . Will you go for someone beautiful or someone with heart?
I don't even care..i've got her alreadi..what else i want?

10. Are you depanding on her so much?
yes..much..

11. Have she ever cheated on you?
idk?i hope not..

12. Have she ever tried to get rid of you?
I take that as a yes..But i know she didn't mean it..sigh..

13. Have she ever hug you?
yes..only if i ask her to..-_-

14. Will you hug her without being asked?
YES. i love it..it's the only way that i could feel in touched..

15.Do you think she has a secret affair behind you?
I wish not..

16. Is she the first person to set your lips on?
It's pretty much embarrassing, but..yeap..I admit.

17. Do you think she cares bout you all the time?
no..not all the time..she's just plain lazy to feel love i guess..correct me if im wrong.

18. Do you think she would willing to do anything just to stay with you forever?
you know..it's hard to tell..her true feelings were inside..and never let it out..

19. Are you prepared for all this?
Like i said earlier 6 months ago. yes..This is what relationship is about..

20. Have you ever said that she's not pretty?
Yes!, but that was before i'm with her!

21. Do you think it's fair enough for you when you get to know she said, you don't have the look?
no..i guess.well..i don't even care..i know i'm ugly.

22. Are you willing to let go of her to some other guys hand?
If she really likes him..i'll leave it to her to choose...even if it's painful..

23. Are you daring enough to let her go?
I don't..i'm just a dickhead..

24. Do you think she'll leave you when she already have someone better than you??
Let her be..no one is perfect..

25. List something to let her know how you feel towards her.
i love you no matter how hard it's gonna be..for you, i will..

26. To think about it , does she really loves you?
Well..she know that i really love her no matter what..and she know that i won't be going for any other girls which she always asked me to..i know i've been such a baluku, kuku , dick or what ever head.But as much as the nail and the skin were close together, is that much i love her..
my english may be sucks..but who would even care?except for ______.
to be honest, i still don't get to feel that she cared bout me.she just too lazy .yes..
and i'm not gonna leave or what ever it is, but i'm just gonna wait..till i die..and let see if she really care and love me..that is the least i could do you know?Let see if she really care and love me..

Sorry I have been gone for many many days. Work. So let me begin with the class barbeque pitt. It was totally wicked but only at night. The chit chat session we had. The games, the food we cooked, the non stop entertainment we had. It was splendid.
Thanks Hadziq for making our 6 months a memorable one. Oh yeah.
Me: U, "HONESTLY" u pernah pikir i buruk?
H: U nk honest?
Me: nk ah belo!
H: penah
Hahaha. A very memorable one indeed. Thanks Hadziq. Never do that again. I know.
And thats the ugly truth noni. Hahaha.

Can I delete blog? I mean my life so boring. Hahaha. Who the heck want to know what I wear what I do anyway. No body except for ______.
I'll think about it.

I want to eat long john silver badly!!!! I miss the cheese. Languish for it to be exact. Yummy!
Ok Hadziq, I won't buy Ed Hardy stuff. But there's no way you can stop me from buying FUJIFLIM. I love my passion. Taking random photos of everyone.

Tomorrow! Blackhole.
Friday, Sat,Sun. Work.

I need miracle cream that can vanish my acne problem. Fucking hormones raging.

Hey ho! Hey Ho!

Pig-sy Lott and Fatty Perry.

Hahaha. We gave each other nicknames.

Stoopid assholius.

Got me a black shoe today.

The all typical Vans.

But its nice. Hahaha.

Thanks Hadziq. For accompanying me all the way to Queensway.

Next stop.

No idea. See bank account first.

Trigger beauty, my style.

Holla!

Back from the dead.

Anyhoos!!!

Fun*OK not so* facts bout me. Here goes.

1. Noni dont look good in short hair.
2. Noni dont look good with short fringes.
3. Noni face will tend to get chubbier if her hair gets short.
4. She cannot get a Chelsea cut or her dad will kill her.
5. She won't look good if her hair is Blond.
6. Her face will be pretty if her hair is long. But not too long.
7. Noni won't look good in sleeveless cos her triceps and biceps are like jantan.
8. Noni skin is dark hence she won't look good in highlighted coloured tees.
9. Noni is a big gundoo.
10. And this picture is when I am 14, Nana 15.
11. Now she is legally my sis in law. <3!
    Now that I lost you it kills me to stay! I tried to hold on as you slowly slips away.